2nd pregnancy

I live with my family now bc of things my bd did, not saying what bc i would like to keep my life private. i still have this false hope he will try to make things right for our family. At least for our baby and our second one on the way. We never had any baby shower nor celebrated or did anything so i didn't think he would do anything for our second nor has he acknowledged he cares . He said he isn't able to show to visitation due to how far, gas is expensive , or he just is working ot at his new job. But said he's going to his friends baby shower today and i started balling my eyes out and i feel completely dramatic. But i just let him know i don't think i can talk and i need space from now on and he said alr.