Our rainbow baby!! So nervous this time around!!

First pregnancy since losing our angel to a silent miscarriage at 8 weeks in march and I can’t stop myself fretting! I’m around 6 weeks and as we slowly creep closer to the 8 week mark I find I’m taking a test every day if not more 😭 I have no idea why as I know a test won’t tell me anything, trying my hardest not to book an early scan (although we had one at 7 weeks last time around) please tell me I’m not the only one who feels like their going insane!! This little rainbow is so loved already and we’ve only known for 2 weeks! I can’t let myself be excited because I’m just so worried, sounds silly right? We have a 4 year old and a 3 year old and it was so different with them we told everyone straight away like as soon as we saw those 2 pink lines 🥰 but this time I don’t want to tell anyone my husband is itching to tell his family but he’s promised to wait until I’m ready. Here’s to this beany bear being a sticky one and congratulations to all mum to be’s on this magical journey 🥰❤️ (please excuse the state of my nails the anxiety atm had me literally biting my acrylics off ouch!)