Brief is an absolute roller coaster, some days are easier and some days aren’t. I found out I was pregnant in August and was super excited. I miscarried last year at 17 weeks and delivered my own baby, that experience was very much so traumatizing so finding out that I was pregnant this year was happy news but also had me nervous. I unfortunately miscarried over the weekend and am completely heartbroken. although being worried , every doctors visit that I had received good news, but I thought that the bleeding I was experiencing was alarming. I am trying my best to navigate through all these emotions and be positive but it’s rough. I was only seven weeks, but showing a lot. People thought I was further along than I actually was. I had a sonogram just the other day to confirm that everything has passed through and that there were no issues but Now that I’ve miscarried it makes me sad to look down and see that I look pregnant and there is no baby inside anymore. My family has been supportive, but I honestly have not been wanting to talk to anyone about it and I can’t bring myself to let my son know he’s not gonna be a big brother.