a lot of anxiety!

okay so at 9po i got a mix of postive and negative tests, a lot of people said it could e because of how early it was and how constrained my urine was. I decided i was gonna test until 12dpo (today) but I’m having a lot of anxiety about testing. I really do think i’m pregnant due to the crazy amount of symptoms i’ve had and my temps. I really want this to be my sticky baby and i know if that tests negative it’s gonna mess with me and ik that theirs still a chance that i could get a negative and still be pregnant right now. I’ve been taking lh tests instead of pregnancy tests to just kinda ease the urge of testing 😂😂 what would y’all do test now or wait until the day your period?