Marital Coercion or SA ?

I still can’t wrap my mind around what happened the other morning and I just need an opinion on it.

I tried to be intimate with my husband before I went to sleep and he rejected me. So I went to sleep. I sort of woke up early in the morning to him playing with my boobs but I swiped him away because they are hurting really bad. He rolled me towards him so he could kiss me but I told him I was too sleepy. I thought he was going to stop after I said that with literally my eyes shut but he stuck my hand on his di** to play with to which I didn’t do anything. I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I rolled back over away from him to get more sleep. It felt like a weird dream when he got on top of me and tried entering me but I wasn’t wet or ready and forced his way in. I remembered making noises that it hurt and didn’t feel good and semi opening my eyes but I just couldn’t keep them open. I remember trying to scoot up and away but that didn’t work clearly. As quick as it started.. it was over. I laid there with cum dripping out of me unable to move. All I wanted was to be awake and functioning to have sex with him since it’d been a month & a half since we last did anything. He rejects me all the time and only takes it when he wants it. I woke up sore and hurting.. which seemed to only make the whole ordeal real for me that it happened. I feel a bit violated and didn’t know if I was overthinking the whole situation?