Had our anatomy scan at the hospital today and everything was looking great. Had to get up to pee, and when I came back the tech said to undress my pants so she could do a trans vag for a better cervical check. I did so, and when I laid back down on the table I got hit with the most unfamiliar intense pain I’d ever felt randomly to the point I was in tears and the attending doctor had me get triaged into L&D for observation and I had to sit there vomiting from the pain and crying for an hour before I told my nurse and the attending that I needed to go home. I felt so claustrophobic and panicked. I hate the style of triage pods they have, 4 little beds in a pod surrounded by curtains… it’s so exposed and so weird. I’m just now starting to have relief from vomiting (it’s 10:30 PM and this whole rodeo started at 2 PM) I never got my follow up for my scan, I don’t know when they’re rescheduling that and I just feel kinda robbed of the experience today. I’m very sad. I haven’t even taken a second to look at baby’s ultrasound pictures because I’ve been so uncomfortable just trying to sleep and stop throwing up.. not sure if I had a muscle or nerve spasm or if it was kidney related which is what the dr said based on location and sudden onset, and my preexisting conditions but I’m just ugh so frustrated. I wish pregnancy wasn’t so ugly to my body. Okay I’m done. Sorry for the downer post I just needed to share to get my emotions a little more in order.