Please tell me to have to faith ..

I’m 27 . I have 2 beautiful kids already but my husband & i have always been big about big families… anyways last year I got pregnant & lost it about 2 months & needed a D&C procedure ..

we stopped trying & got married through the church this year & 3 months after I ended falling pregnant again . Unfortunately this time around I had to have a D&E procedure done since my baby passed inside (19w4d pregnant )

This one definitely hurt me sooooooo very much .. still does bc It’s still very fresh …

It hasn’t even been a week since the removal of my baby :( I’m heartbroken & so terribly scared to try again when I’m able too & get the okay from the doctor for me to start trying again…

I’m just super shocked bc I never imagined myself going through this . I’m over here thinking just bc I gave birth to 2 healthy kids like ahh that can’t happen … ngl though co workers of mine made me stress about my tummy not being big enough & them asking if baby is okay bc my tummy still looked small at the time I was pregnant & guess what they were f’n right & my heart is shattered like im so scared can I even have more kids since I had already 2 miscarriages… my body let me down ..

Anyone gone through a procedure (D&E) & afterwards fell pregnant with healthy baby..?

Or

Back to back miscarriages but ended up with healthy pregnancy…?