First time ovulating since my lap! TWW

Just got diagnosed with stage 4 endometriosis and I just jumped back into TTC now that I’m healed! Just entering my TWW and the nerves are real!

I feel like I’m a ticking time bomb and every unsuccessful cycle is just another opportunity for everything to grow back especially since it had to be left on my bladder witch is adhered to my abdominal wall 😬 I’m happy I found out I had the disease and it explains my years and years of pain but man this adds another level of nerves to the TWW