Addiction

Hey glow girls tell me if I am wrong and if y’all have any advice my husband has been using fentanyl since February because we got into a fight and I left to my safest place which is my moms house in AZ from CA and he smashed my phone so he didn’t know were I went with our daughter she was 3 months at the time .. as of today he is still using and blames me and says he’s still using because he so unhappy and depressed in our marriage and he feels like I don’t love him mind you he just got out last year July after doing 4 years upstate . That day I left to az for a few days he OD at work in the bathroom and I don’t understand why he would continue there’s day I get in the car and there’s a pipe and torch and drugs in the car all the time I always tell him to please not leave it in there it’s putting me and my daughter at risk .. he just got fired few days ago and we got to a fight again and I said this is the best time to get sober u can go through withdrawals and get sober .. i feel like he has no drive no more no motivation and doesn’t care about him self and he says he doesn’t we are the only reason but I don’t get it if so why aren’t you trying to get sober .. I feel like even leaving him it will get worse and he will feel like his life is really over .. I love him but It’s a turn off I’m 11 months PP and barely getting back to me but I feel like my man is not protecting if u are using and leaving drugs laying around I don’t want anything happening to my daughter I would never forgive him and he doesn’t get that idk I shouted at him and said get sober he says I’m not affection anymore I love being goal driven on the go trying to improve things in my life and he’s the opposite he can make money doing tattoos but he isn’t he lost his job he doesn’t take nothing serious so it was expected now we have no savings are daughter birthday is in 2 weeks and I’m just all over the place and feel bad but I don’t also when we are fighting he doesn’t help with shit grocery s our daughter the other day since he didn’t get any sex from me he said oh well I’m not helping you should of thought about that last night