Biggest shock 🤍🤍

So today at our private scan at 9weeks we discovered we are expecting twins 🥹🤯😭.

This comes after a loss in June at just over 12 weeks.

To say we are shocked is an understatement. Feeling absolutely terrified but also know how lucky we are. We already have 2 kiddos ages 5.5 and 4!

Is it normal to have a crazy amount of mixed emotions? Do i need to stop trying to rationalise my thoughts when we have just found out? Is it ok not to be bouncing off the walls jumping for joy??