I’ve lost everything

Britany • MRN born Oct 3, 2021 Baby #2 ????

My husband died June 6, 2024. He had a stroke. Nine days in the ICU in a hospital hours from home, he died with my hand on his chest. 3:04 pm. I still don’t know if I believe it’s real. May 28 at 5:07 pm, we were in bed shopping for tires. By 9:00, he was in an ambulance, and we’d never speak again, he’d never wake up.

I’m 34. He was 40. I hate that he went like that.

What am I supposed to do now?