Did anyone else feel this way?

Looking for some guidance. This is my first time pregnant and I’m 9 weeks along. I’m currently feeling so sluggish and lazy. I know it’s best to move so I’m trying to motivate myself the best I can. The real issue though is I’ve been eating like crap. All the Christmas cookies and holiday events have me craving everything bad. I feel guilty because I know I need to stear clear of this stuff and be eating all the fruits and veggies. I just feel super guilty for being lazy and eating terribly. Any advice on how to get out of this rut? Thanks!