Any advice would help 😭

I am currently 6wks5days and I just now used the bathroom and when I wiped I saw this. Is this normal? Is it the start of a miscarriage? I haven’t bled bright red or have had unbearable cramping.. I did cramp at the very beginning but it only lasted a couple of days and went away. I do feel a little bit of soreness on my abd but I’ve been sick these last couple of days so I’ve been coughing and sneezing and I feel like I’ve been putting a lot of pressure and I haven’t really been resting so I’m not sure if that’s affecting the pregnancy. I’ve just felt so anxious because this is mine and my husbands first child together after trying for almost 4 years now (I do have an 8 year old from a previous relationship) and I don’t have my first OB appointment until the 2nd of Jan. I’m just so scared and idk what to do. 😢