Here to vent TTC

I am frustrated with myself that I have not gotten pregnant. We moved in to our first house this year. Less stress on me now we have settled in. Took the steps like cutting out alcohol and to using ovulation strips. Now when I get a negative test, it’s a wave of emotions. Like Yay, I can have a cocktail.. but I get sad after consuming one drink. *Sigh* this is getting hard for me. I’ve never taken plan B in my life.

My friends are getting pregnant. My fiance is cheering on the swimmers to reach the final goal.

I asked Santa for a Christmas. I read an old wives tale that wrapping a baby blanket and put under the Christmas tree. Praying for a baby by next Christmas. GUYS I CRIED WHEN I WRAPPED IT 😭