Trying this month then stopping for a while

I figured if I don’t get pregnant this cycle I’m going to wait a while and reevaluate trying later.

If I do get pregnant this cycle, I’ll be able to tell my husband on our 10 year anniversary. So, that would be kind of special and cool. I’m at the point tho I’m content either way.

I’m just going to enjoy life how it is, with or without positive pregnancy test.

I’ve spent wayyyyy too many hours staring at blank tests wishing for a 2nd line that wasn’t there.

I can’t get those hours back, I can’t get those heartaches back, but what I can do is focus on the good in my life that I’m already blessed with.

God bless yall! Best wishes to many women, I’m not going to be bitter anymore. I’m happy for you all who are going to be pregnant this cycle, even if I’m not.

I’m choosing to be let go of negative emotions and start appreciating my life as it is.