I would like to know if you can give me some advice without judging me.

I would like to know if you can give me some advice without judging me. I am 17 years old and I was taking care of myself with condoms and pills. They did a pregnancy test and I am 5 weeks pregnant. I have thought a lot about whether to have the pregnancy or abort. I don't know what to do. I know I would be a good mother but I don't know what the best decision would be. I feel that if I abort the pregnancy and then see the babies, I will feel bad because I will also love my baby. I don't know what to do.