Depressed and no one to talk to

********************************************** I should add that my husband helps a lot. He does everything. Cooking, cleaning, laundryetc. I am just having a hard time not being able to provide for my family. My husband is disabled so he cannot work so its all on me and i cannot work right now. I just had my 4th baby and I am really struggling and stressed. I feel like I just can't do anything. I am having a hard time. My kids and husband are nit making it easy. I had a c section and i am trying to do everything I need to do. I was fired from my job and although i love my baby more than anything i just feel like shit because if i didn't have the baby i would still have my job and now i baby provide for my kids. And i just don't know what i can do. I have no one to talk to. I have literally no friends and i cannot tell anyone how i feel.