So confused..

Hello ladies.. just wanted to ask if any of you ladies have gone through this. I’m 42 yrs old, I have struggled over the years to get pregnant and I’ve suffered six miscarriages😔 I only have one son, and I’m still trying for #2. I feel like my time might be up since I feel I’m going through perimenopause, my period has become very irregular and I occasionally skip a month or two and I actually do get it it’s super light. Last week I took a preg test just on a whim, and I got a very very faint line. I posted the test on the app and all the ladies that commented said it was positive, it’s been over a week and numerous tests and at diff times of day, I get some that are very faint and others that have no line. The line doesn’t seem to get darker just very very faint. Has this happened to any of you, and did it turn out to be an actual pregnancy?