No symptoms?

I had a very unexpected pregnancy a few years ago; I had absolutely no symptoms until about 2 days before my missed period (which I thought was just my normal PMS) so I was shocked to see a positive. It ended in a miscarriage about a week later. My now husband and I are TTC, I think this month was our best shot so far, I’m 9DPO and still having no symptoms. I am so tempted to test but I also am not ready for the heartbreak of a possible negative. Need encouragement to hold off for a few days and know my time will come