Need advice

I was with this man for going on 2 years and he always talked about how he wanted a baby so bad (I already met this guy 6 years prior but never looked at him that way till now that HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME) he always tried but nothing ever happened until I lost weight and I honestly I didn’t think it would since it’s been so long he talked about it so much that he started to convince me I was having full blown baby fever😫long story short I’m pregnant and now everything about him has change he even tells me to get rid of it and it makes me feel so bad he even talks like if he didn’t try for a whole 2 years I DONT WANT TO HAVE AN ABORTION at all but he keeps mentioning it to me so it’s stressing me OUT WHEN HE IS AROUND I THINK I JUST MIGHT WHEN HE IS GONE IM LIKE NO IM NOT DOING IT AND ILL DO IT ALONE IDC IM JUST SO LOST IDK WHAT TO DO CUS HE STILL AROUMD ME WHILE TELLING ME ALL THIS