Don’t know what to do

‼️TW: Miscarriage ‼️

Hey guys, sorry if I’m not allowed to post this here but the other day I found out I was pregnant, I told my partner and he was understandably quiet about it, due to me miscarrying my twins and then another pregnancy 2 years ago, my emotions are all over the place already and so today I tried to ask him about whether or not I should talk to the dr about it tomorrow since I have to go anyways to get more medication (I’m on Mirtazapine for my anxiety) and I thought it’d be something to mention whilst I’m there and he just goes “no I don’t see the point in it because it could all just go sh*t tomorrow anyways” I get he’s worried and doesn’t want to get his hopes up but idk something about this pregnancy feels different (in a good way) like I’m allowed to be hopeful but after that now I don’t know if I should be excited or just be preparing for the worst 😔