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My husband and I went on a vacation together and he told me that he was talking to people on Reddit about "swinging" and was basically pimping me out to the girl (i am bi) in other relationships for him to watch. We had talked about this before and we agreed not to do it because it would be bad for our marriage just overall. He has chronic paranoia so it would just not be good. Anyways I found out that he was posting to find hook ups for during our vacation (the previous time we talked about and AGEEED NO WAS 2 YEARS AGO). He was sending random couples pictures of me! I freaked out and was like why the fuck are you doing this we agreed no and now you're sending people pictures of me!? He said that it was ok because my face was turned so you couldn't see who i was fully and that this was his dream fantasy and i was letting him down and not doing what he wanted if i didn't do it. He made me feel like such a piece of shit about it even though I brought up the chances of STDs etc etc and eventually I just said whatever because he would not leave it alone. A couple actually messaged him to meet up during our vacation but thankfully i started my period and he told them no because of it. I am so thankful for my period. I know in the end I said whatever but I feel so disrespected and like shit.