TW : new loss

Had my 1st DNC today 😭😭😭 this is baby angel 12 none earth side 😭

It was awful

I was there at 11:50 am scheduled for 2pm didn’t get taken back till almost 5 pm …. The nurses and doctors that took me back put me on a bed with no padding so I bled over everything and had to sit in it till I could walk enough to go to the bathroom…. The regular nurses where so mad but not at me of course at the doctors and the other nurses they where awesome with me all day ….. I finally got to eat and drink something come 7:30 pm

My pain is starting to get worse and the pharmacy only had ONE of my 3 medicines and it was not my antibiotic unfortunately just ibuprofen….. I miss my baby but I know she was gone long before today just now she is physically gone too 😭😭😭😭

We will try again but ughhh this sucks