I been trying and nothing

I’ve been trying to get pregnant for two years not all last year 3 times I was pregnant and had all miscarriages unfortunately the person I was dealing with wasn’t a good man so we ended up breaking up so I’m in a healthy relationship now trying to convince this is my first time since the last miscarriage I had which was back in June and I ended up getting my period and I’m so hurt I just want to have my rainbow baby