Support with abortion

TW: Abortion

Hey girls I’m posting on here because I feel like I don’t have anyone I can really talk to about this. I have just found out I’m pregnant, always wear protection and this was the last thing I expected or wanted. I have told the guy, we’re not in a relationship but have been on a few dates, he wants to talk before I do anything but is currently away and is back to work as soon as he gets back, he also lives about 1.5 hours away on the train.

I’ve filled out some forms online for an abortion but I just feel so scared and stupid. This has never happened before and I don’t know how to feel, I know I’m not ready for a baby, I am mid 20’s but feel like I have more to offer and not financially stable enough to support another person. I feel so nauseous and dizzy, I can barely eat, I can hardly sleep and have started throwing up bile this morning, as my stomach was so empty. I am so incredibly anxious, I was only 2 days late but something didn’t feel right so I took a test, expecting a negative and being due a real bad period, but instead a line instantly came up. I know I must only be a few weeks based on timings and ovulation.

Just looking for girl who have also been through this and can offer some support and advice🩷 I know this is right for me but I am in such a mess at the moment and no one I feel I can talk to. I love my mum but I just don’t know how I would break this to her. On the plus side at least I know I’m not infertile, but what an inconvenient way to find out😭 if I don’t find something to laugh about I am going to cry even more