Why me?

Jasmine
Recently, I have been SO emotional. I hate myself. I hate my body. Why can't it be me? Why can't I be pregnant? Why won't my body hold a baby? It's even worse for me because my fiancé's best friend's girlfriend is pregnant and they're always around! I feel like they're rubbing it in my face. Not only is she pregnant, but so is my sister, my boyfriends sister, and my best friend just had a baby girl a few weeks ago. 😔😭 why can't it be my turn?