Am I the only idiot that thought it would happen on the first try?

Embarrassed to admit that I thought I would get pregnant the first time around. It's only been two months of trying, but the disappointment so far has been surprising to say the least. Researching more into this I find this isn't abnormal but still can't help but feel disappointed. So new to this and no clue on the abbreviated terms (BFP is the only one I know) And honestly, hope I don't need to get super use to them. But seeing how it isn't that easy I'm very open to others opinions and journeys in this : )