Bought dildo so I could finally have some without smelly dick

***edit to add that I have asked about his mental health and constantly check in with him and he isn’t showing signs of anything else bothering him anywhere else and he says he’s fine. I’m definitely not just “complaining about sex”.

First and foremost… not a troll post. It’s embarrassing and it makes me incredibly sad it’s even gotten to this point. But I bought a dildo, just so I can have clean, smell free sex. When I want, how I want.

I’ve tried everything and anything to get my husband to have better hygiene. He LITERALLY faked taking a shower today. Got his hair wet and walked out in fresh clothes. I went to Adam & eve to get some massage gel… I was going to treat him and make him feel good tonight. I got home and opened that baby up(caramel apple flavor and it tastes bomb af) I got all ready to go to town on his throbbing penis, pulled down the blanket & sheets and the smell… the smell hit my nose so fast I just stopped.

It’s not been like this until the past year.. and if he is clean and good smelling, I either have to initiate, do all the work and he’s came in a minute (not kidding) or he doesn’t want me. I’ve tried all I can think of to help, it just never makes a difference and can honestly say I didn’t ever think I’d feel so alone in my marriage. Non sexually and sexual.

So. I hit my breaking point and bought a pink, veiny dildo just so I don’t have to worry about getting any infections. It was so nice to just have carefree sex ? I guess you could call it. I don’t know how else to spark our marriage and get the man to wash his dang dingleberries & twig. That’s not anything I should ever ask him to do. So… here’s to new dildos!