Hey mamas

Oh, for a little context this week two different family members have told me they felt abandoned cause I don’t call. Im a stay at mom twin toddlers who are 3 1/2 years old. I have no village and no support It’s just me and my husband he works while I stay home with the girls and do everything that is required. I feel like I’m drowning, and have way too many things to do with very little energy.  I don’t get breaks because I have no childcare.  it triggered me because I’m like I’m just trying to survive my days without me having a mental breakdown now I have to remember to call people. Meanwhile I don’t have time for myself. Rather then asking is everything okay how you been it’s you abandoned me. I feel like it’s insensitive of them when they know I have way too much on my plate. My response back is I’m busy and I don’t have time because it’s really that simple. One family member said well im busy too I don’t take it personally but she did cause you said you don’t. The call ended salty. Anyway has this happened to anyone. Im not trying to push people away im just in a different season in my life.