Don't lose hope!

I am beyond a nervous wreck. After losing a child (24 weeks), I don't think it is possible to ever look at pregnancy the same. I am trying my best to not let "fear" rob me of all my joy. There is no greater thief than fear. I am currently 5 weeks and took another test this morning. I keep thinking that if I keep testing then I somewhat know everything is ok. All I know that I am pregnant today and may not be tomorrow. Taking every single day as a blessing. Anything is possible, I found that out the hard way. Never take a single day of being pregnant for granted.