Abuse

My baby daddy has hit me for the first time ever today ..

He slapped me and chocked me

He broke the glass doors in the bathroom

Kicked in the tvs

Ripped bed off frame

Almost dropped Fridge on me tipping it causing all the food and drinks to spill all over the floor

Almost dropped book shelf on me tipping it

Manipulative

Threw my clothes out the window

Refuse to let me leave unless I killed him

Held me hostage

And all of this happened because he doesn’t want me to work !? I currently do Amazon flex and clean a ladies house 1-2 a week..

I truly don’t know what to do I’m 5 months pregnant.. I’ve considered abortion

I’ve considered leaving

I’ve considered being a single mother

I’ve even considered staying..

He keeps begging for forgiveness saying he was drunk that he’ll give me anything I want etc…

Nun of this really matters to me

I’m just in shock and disbelief and ashamed..

I know the only advice is to leave.. but I just needed to type this out