Not trying not preventing but nervou- TWW

Our first baby is turning 15 months this week, and we finally finished up breastfeeding as well. My husband and I have been on “not trying not preventing” for the past 6 months or so but today is the first time I decided to track ovulation again, mostly to see if my body is regulating back to normal after weaning. Of course we had sex last night 🤦‍♀️ and of course today I got a positive opk on my first test back. Seeing that has made me go EEK!

Idk if I’m ready now 😅 and I’m not sure what I’ll feel 2 weeks from now (with either result.)

Any cycle buddies out there? This feeling is so different from my first where we so desperately tried for 10 months and wanted it more than anything.