Just need to vent

Had my second miscarriage today. Absolutely heartbreaking and just as hard as the first one. I did have a rainbow baby I’m between who’s now 1, but it doesn’t make me feel better. I look at my two kids I do have and it makes me so sad and upset that I should have 2 more and my body rejected them. I’m just really struggling this time around. I just needed to let some of my emotions out.