The pain of not being pregnant

How do you cope that pain of your friends getting pregnant while you have been trying for years! 💔 It have been such hard few weeks knowing almost 6 of people I know is pregnant. I have been laying bed doing nothing. My room is messy . I haven’t made my bed for a week. I have missed two days work. one of my close work mate she announced that she is pregnant last week. Since then I have been crying. It’s not that I am not happy for her! Of course im happy for her! I just think of how hard it’s for me. 😢 when will it happen to me! 💔