22…ish weeks?

So aside from my Dr. and the first place I got my scans at moving my due date back and forth I guess my second pregnancy has been going ok. I have horrible veins which I wear compression socks when I can as well as a belt. With my first pregnancy I was able to run/workout the majority up until about 30 weeks. It was fantastic. I have a 3 1/2 year old now and I’m a special education teacher so by the end of the night I can barely move let alone have time to workout. I’m feeling depressed, fat, in pain, and just not myself anymore. Although everyone around me keeps saying this pregnancy is going fast I can’t help but feel like time is moving backwards. I have so much anxiety, I need to workout for my mental and physical health, but my body is fighting me. I don’t know what to do anymore, I can’t even look at the scale when the nurse weighs me.