Enjoy BJs

How can I enjoy giving BJs? I hate the flavor and texture of the pre cum. I hate every aspect of it. Even his pleasure isn’t helping me continue. But he wants it so bad. I don’t feel forced or pressured! He’s very respectful to me. Any ideas to get past any part of BJs? I know to use my hand more than oral. That helps.

TW!!!! I do have a history of sexual assault. 99% of that is resolved and I feel better in most cases. Just not with BJs.