Life after ruptured eptopic pregnancy

Jodie
OK so it took over 3 years to fall pregnant and finally that day came. As any mum to be I was unable to contain myself with excitement. But almost 2 weeks after the day I found out everything came crashing down like a ton of bricks. After collapsing in the hospital on arrival I was rushed into surgery no time to waste signing consent forms or even a scan. Aparently what should have been a 30 minute procedure i came out to find was 7 long hours later and I had a ruptured right tube which was a result of having an eptopic pregnancy. After their fight to stop the bleeding 6 transfusions and what ever else I was with out a doubt not only physically unable to do anything but emotionally shattered. On recovery I found my 1 and only remaining tube isn't looking good to conceive. What do you do or where do you start after going through so much trauma?