Hi, We are currently TTC and it's still early days, I have just come off the pill. I weigh 290lbs and have high blood pressure which is under control with medication. I have this sudden fear that I shouldn't be trying to concieve at my current weight and I'm terried something bad will happen at childbirth. I keep trying to lose weight and I have, I just then find myself creeping back into old habits and I'm so mad at myself and frustrated. I'm trying to find the motivation to get back into exercising and changing my eating habits and I've considered holding off until I've lost a significant amount of weight but then I think about how old I am (I'm 33) and how the risks are increasing there also. So now I'm considering surrogacy which comes with a high cost so that's a bit of a barrier. Just feeling really overwhelmed and hope to hear your experiences with child birth. Thank you