Torture!!

I’m feeling a little down, partly from my own doing.. this TWW(2 week wait) has been killing me! I’ve been taking test like every other day since 6dpo (currently 9dpo). While I know it too early to tell I’ve got a lot of anxiety about it! I’m doing a good job “hiding” it from my partner, but it’s starting to get to me. This is our second time TTC and the thought of it happening.. again has got me quiet and a little standoffish. Idk if it’s just me and I should go chill in a corner until my missed period or I’m overthinking or… idk, help me pass time please!!