Hate taking off my bra??

I developed fully at age 10, so I was bullied a lot when I was younger. I never wore a bra,  (even when I should've) which led some guys to touching my chest with the excuse of they were 'touching the sparkles on my shirt'. Now, whenever I take my bra off, I get this feeling like I'm about to throw up. I never take my bra off because the rubbing feeling against my shirt makes sick to my stomach. Does anyone else have this??