A lil rant . Because wheew 🫠

Haven’t gotten my first actual scan , will be going this Friday the 7th …by then I’ll be 8 weeks . That honestly will be when they can tell me exactly how far along I am , I just calculated the last period I can remember…anyway

Y’all it’s difficult eating and this isn’t like me because ya girl gone eat if I don’t do sh*t else! I hate the thought and smell of beef, pork, any kinda meat…not like me ! I’m from Memphis Tennessee! I practically came up eating BBQ here it is about to be Fourth of July and the thought of ribs makes me wanna throw up. It’s so difficult eating I don’t eat most times because I scared to get sick afterward. I literally eat healthy sh*t now. My boys (because I have a 6 and 5 year old) did not do me this way. My first pregnancy I didn’t know for almost 4 months. And I got to do whatever with no problem. My second pregnancy he had me big as a house I was eating everything in sight . Now it’s a blessing I even get up for work. I try to eat everything healthy . I tell people all the time this baby is boujie! Any tips because I personally don’t like taking pills during pregnancy . I already had a premie and I don’t want any meds that I “have to take” interfering with this baby. Ugh let’s all start a baby vlog and expose the real truth about this pregnancy stuff it ain always “cute” and “blissful” I feel like this baby sucking the life outta me . 😂😂 send help !