So I healed good after insertion and we go to it but now it's like only time we having sex is literally for him to drop a load in side of me 😒 at first I was like ok maybe he was a little to excited. Now the only time we have sex if for him to drop a load literally less then five mins like open your legs so I can come in you and then he is done and he makes me look in his eyes and we been together for 15 years it's never been like this. I told him that makes me feel uncomfortable, I feel like a trash can for him to do his business and then go. He told me if I did not like it oh well. 

I really do feel horrible because it's only getting worst he punched me in my face three times last week. I tried to leave but it was Christmas and I did not wanna put them thru that even. I know I'm starting the new year all wrong. <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> is the only place I know I can go with out being afraid that I won't get in trouble from his family or my mine