I had an abortion Friday and it feels like it was all in my head

My brain is struggling because I had an abortion Friday and I feel so detached from life, by Sunday I was celebrating my friends birthday at a winery and today I was back at work, like nothing ever happened, I’m bleeding and it feels like I just got my period. I feel guilty, and lonely, especially because I went through all of this alone.

It’s just hard because life doesn’t stop and I have to keep going like it didn’t happen.