Husband and I are arguing a lot

Hi everyone. 13 weeks today. My husband and I have argued since we found out about the baby. It’s become very torturous for me. We don’t live together. I’m in another city completing my time in training. And it’s becoming so hard. He’s main concern is that he’s not happy with me. And I’m not the woman he wanted to marry.

There’s a lot more to this. Right now, inside I just so hesitant. First time mum. I’m alone in this city. And my husband keeps telling me he’ll leave me. I feel terrified and not sure what to do. Does anyone have any couples counselling or therapy suggestions? Or any yoga classes? I’m not sure what to do anymore. I just pray a lot. For Gods mercy on this marriage and this child.

I feel guilty that I’m harming my baby :(