I’m so scared of this induction *TW*

*TW* I can’t stop crying. I can’t sleep. I’m supposed to be induced at 6 am and last time was so horrible. I’ve had nightmares about it.

I know I need to do it but god I’ve never been scared of anything like this. Everyone says I’m overreacting that it’s an irrational fear. It’s not that bad.

I can’t help it. I was coping okay and then boom panic attack. I need to rest. I need to breathe. Freaking out will only make it worse. I know that. I just can’t shut my brain off. It’s gonna be hell on earth. Last time was hell on earth.

I don’t know. If you’re a praying type please pray for me. If you’re not, send good thoughts my way.