ghosted?

long story short. I (23) was in a relationship w him(24) for 5 years. he went to prison about 2 years ago an i stayed loyal stuck by him waa there for him helping him out of course. anyway i went to visit him as i do one day an everything was fine. next day he calls me 3 times everything good but last phone call we got into a dumb argument. but still was saying ily that day and everything. anyways a week goes by no call an i get a call from a guy in the same prison he tellin me my man gave him my number and told the dude to see whats up w me and to see if i need a friend. dude tells me my man told him we werent together an shit. anyway i told dude respectfully to never call me again. so i havent heard from my man (ex ig) in 3 whole weeks since our last phone call ended in the dumbest argument.

its just rly been fucking w me and i can't believe he would do that after everything ive done for him. i even was making plans to go visit his parents in another state, they even cane to visit me a few months ago. i sent him 1 message on jpay the day i found out but it was "i love you hope youre doing good and i miss you" to act like idk nothing. i never bothered to send anythint else. i delete that app and started to delete all of the pictures of us i have. but i just dk what im even asking here i just havnt told anybody about it yet i been silently struggling. i been trying to forget him but lowkey every day i wake up i check to see if hes called. and its just sad. like what a bitch ass thing to do honestly. he couldn't even tell me shit himself. mind you i have all his things and car at my house and i gotta be reminded of him everyday cuz everywhere i go something was his. and we have a doggo together but this my dog fr im js id never wanna not check up on my dog.

idk i just needed to get this off my chest and wanted to see if anyone had any thoughts. i am tryna let go of him bc ik if a man rly wants you he will let you know. and this is complete opposite of that. 5 years and he didnt even claim me as his smfh.