Feeling like an utter mess.

I have just got out of a toxic relationship and stopped taking my pill after 6 months, I bled after I stopped taking it, but then kept engaging in unprotected sex. He made jokes about getting me pregnant to keep me, but then later confessed he really doesn’t want a child. I am truly heart broken, I poured all my love and support into this man and he manipulated, lied and betrayed me.

I have had consistent cramping, frequent urination and been nauseous for nearly fortnight and don’t know if it’s pill withdrawal, pms or pregnancy. I have been testing religiously, but I also think it’s too early to know. I’m terribly anxious and told my ex we need to stop communicating, but a potential pregnancy will make that difficult. Has anyone had any similar physical symptoms when coming off the pill? I would greatly appreciate hearing other women’s experiences.