So I'm 24, and up to very recently, I was a virgin, or maybe I still am? I don't really know how to explain this, but my hymen won't break? The guy I'm with now has been trying a couple times now, but so far no luck. It gets very painful (like sharp stabbing pain), I tense up, I end up literally pushing him out somehow, I tried breathing through the pain, but there is no end to it and the damn thing stays intact 🙄 I'm in a very small town and have no family doctor as of yet so it's not possible for me to get a Gynecologist for a while, hoping some of you might have experienced this or similar and can help me with this, like I said I'll take any help I can get🤞🏻 thank you 🧡