Hurting so bad

BabyK`sMom • IVF miracle born 4/20/17 x2 sweet angel babies 🖤👼🏻👼🏻 🌈 due 3/31/20
In need of some advice.. My best friend just told me that she's pregnant, somewhat unplanned. I was really shocked because for many years she always said that she didn't want to be a mom. I'm taking it so much harder than I wanted to... I have lost all hope that this is going to happen for us. I want to be thrilled for her... She's my best friend and it's so cool that she gets to experience this. But I'm so heart broken that I can't be pregnant too. How do y'all manage this?