Jealousy is a bitch

I recently got married and so did my brother. It seems like every time I go to do something my sister in law is doing it better than me. After I got engaged I set my date for February 2023 and my sister in law was my wedding planner. All of a sudden her and my brother were engaged and they put their wedding at November 2022 so my planning was on halt and we started celebrating her. She had 3 bridal shower/bachelorette parties and I had none. It’s not her fault I don’t have friends but it was hard for me to watch her get celebrated knowing I wasn’t going to get that. Fast forward to today and my brother and his wife just bought a house and a new dog and every time I see them it seems like all they talk about is their accomplishments. It’s just hard for me right now because me and my husband separated because of domestic abuse as well as we got evicted from our apartment for no reason but it happened because I wasn’t smart enough to have a signed lease. I’m living back at my parents house and not feeling so great or successful. Her and my brother come over to my parents house multiple times a week and every time I see them I end up crying.